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                我和我的心

                閱讀:190 次 作者:落葉無痕 來源:問道文學 發布日期:2019-07-01 12:05:00
                基本介紹:

                  或許就是在剛剛,我才明顯的意識到自己其實已經又陷入到了一片愛與痛悲與喜的交加之中。

                  很長一段時間以來我都無法顧忌有關寫作的任何“只言片語”,更確切的說我正在和一位老作家所說的話相融合。而到此時我才確切的知道原來自己真的寫不出也沒什么可以拿出來寫的東西了。

                  一位偉大的作家,他的作品之中所要表現出來的東西并不只是僅僅局限在自己的生活或者那些千絲萬縷的情感之中。但我不才,自己也深知關于寫作中那更深層次的東西自然便是無法涉足。

                  很多年后的今天,但我再一次陷入一片痛苦的思索當中的時候,我感覺周圍的一切都已經不是原來的樣子了。我也曾不止一次的提醒過自己,越是傷感痛苦的時候自己得盡量將歡快的文字請出來放到自己的眼前讓自己可以變得樂觀一點,但現在這個本來就不是很實在的辦法又一次變得毫無輕重了。

                  (其一)

                  愛情,我一次次的失去卻又再將它一次次的又找了回來。這兩個沉重的字眼在遇見它的每一次我都盡可能的將它希望得圓滿。很多人都在說喜歡寫文章的人在對待它的時候便可以游刃有余,但我卻不一樣,我總是善于將它沉湎于自己的想象之中,但我卻又控制不了未知的未知。沒有結婚就談生活,沒有家庭就談撫養孩子的問題也許本來就應該是一個笑話,明知道沒有未來卻時刻對它滿是憧憬也只能算是對自我的一點安慰吧。

                  (其二)

                  謊言,這個本是貶義的辭藻,在愛情當中我們卻用得如此之華麗。有人說愛情的世界里它是最好的調味品,適當的謊言可以調節苦澀的愛情使之變得甘甜。在我看來這也并非一種極差的辦法,或者說我個人也十分贊同此類的說法。每個人的內心都有屬于自我的秘密,而這些秘密說出來它也有可能成為某些不愉快的導火索。我愛你,所以時刻欺騙著你,而當有一天我把自己的秘密說出來,其實我真的想和你在一起過日子了。

                  (其三)

                  說與做,其實這兩件事并不會有任何的沖突,更是一種完美的組合。我深知,有些事我只能想不能說,有些事我只能說而不能去做。當我在做出這些抉擇的時候也并非完全的忘記了愛人的存在,而恰恰相反那些只做不說的舉動才是無法原諒的錯誤。所以如果有一天我遇見了這樣的人我會認真的對他說一句:只要你還在,我便一切安好。

                  (其四)

                  爭與吵,我避免不了他們的存在。他們都說動情的一方總是小氣的,就像是我們的眼睛里容不下一粒極小的沙子一樣。女人不能接受自己的男人和自己以外的女人有任何的瓜葛,即便是朋友之間的“不恰當”的玩笑話。男人呢?我也是一個男人,我卻倒今天也不知道自己對于這方面的容忍度到底是多少。也許我會比自己的女人更加的小心眼,但也有可能我會認為:你還是我的女人,別的男人搶不走你的。我并非不愛你而是充分完全的相信你。

                  (其五)

                  分與合,我也避免不了這樣的事情,恍如在愛的世界里自己不能左右的事情實在是太多太多了。我不能留住一心要離開我的女人,我也不能去無視那些應為傷心或者是只是應為一時沖動而離去的傷心的背影。太多太多的分與合了,但當它與我不期而遇之時我卻毫無挽留的辦法。對不起我愛你。

                  (其六 )

                  我不忍在去回首那些不堪的往事,我不想將他們在這里表現得過于直白,更不想在這里對著文字無病呻吟一般的惆悵。我記住了,那段曾和你一起走過的日子,靜靜的也輕輕的。

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